突然的自我
- 网络Suddenly Myself
突然的自我-
因此，无论生活在什么地方出其不意，突然适应的人造自我被证明是不充分的，而且无法抵挡来自原始经验的入侵，那个内在的自我就会被抛到前线——毫无准备，儿时的种种恐惧萦绕在耳边。
And so , wherever life takes it by surprise , and suddenly the artificial self of adaptations proves inadequate , and fails to ward off the invasion of raw experience , that inner self is thrown into the front line - unprepared , with all its childhood terrors round its ears .
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我记得这样一个场合，当我鼓起勇气想提出加薪要求时，却突然感到一阵强烈的自我厌恶，于是便撤回了要求。
I remember one occasion when I plucked up courage to ask for a rise but then felt such a rush of self-loathing I retracted the demand .